Hi guys,
I haven't posted in a bit here; not that I was that active anyway. Regardless, I am coming to terms with a bit of a unique issue that has plagued me for my entire life as a musician/songwriter.
What troubles me is my penchant for writing obscene and ridiculous lyrics, and when it comes time to get serious, I struggle. It's very weird, and has always been a party trick of mine after a few drinks with friends at my piano. It's becoming mildly embarrassing although I feel confident in the quality of melody and overall lyric structure. I have always enjoyed writing inappropriate stuff, but on the inside, I've become frustrated with my inability to focus on what I truly want to write.
I got drunk at a "Taco Night" party with friends and wrote a couple verses quickly; I'll let your imagination do the work given the theme of the dinner party. Anyway, I sent them to a talented songwriter friend via text (he was at the party), and in the midst of his laughter, he proclaimed that it was time to, "work on your muse."
I completely understand if this whole post sounds insane. It totally is, but it's a legitimate roadblock for me. I am finding that I quickly discourage myself from even crafting my natural inappropriate prose and beginning to harbor some resentment to this "gift" that has been bestowed upon me. I have always enjoyed a hearty laugh, but truly love making others laugh as well; it all ties into the whole battle in my head.
These days I am spending much more time reading and looking at visual art; hoping to connect with another entity that may help me pave way to new inspirations.
While I battle and tame my demons, how are you all finding inspiration? Where do you find your muse? When they greet you, do you always welcome them in?
I haven't posted in a bit here; not that I was that active anyway. Regardless, I am coming to terms with a bit of a unique issue that has plagued me for my entire life as a musician/songwriter.
What troubles me is my penchant for writing obscene and ridiculous lyrics, and when it comes time to get serious, I struggle. It's very weird, and has always been a party trick of mine after a few drinks with friends at my piano. It's becoming mildly embarrassing although I feel confident in the quality of melody and overall lyric structure. I have always enjoyed writing inappropriate stuff, but on the inside, I've become frustrated with my inability to focus on what I truly want to write.
I got drunk at a "Taco Night" party with friends and wrote a couple verses quickly; I'll let your imagination do the work given the theme of the dinner party. Anyway, I sent them to a talented songwriter friend via text (he was at the party), and in the midst of his laughter, he proclaimed that it was time to, "work on your muse."
I completely understand if this whole post sounds insane. It totally is, but it's a legitimate roadblock for me. I am finding that I quickly discourage myself from even crafting my natural inappropriate prose and beginning to harbor some resentment to this "gift" that has been bestowed upon me. I have always enjoyed a hearty laugh, but truly love making others laugh as well; it all ties into the whole battle in my head.
These days I am spending much more time reading and looking at visual art; hoping to connect with another entity that may help me pave way to new inspirations.
While I battle and tame my demons, how are you all finding inspiration? Where do you find your muse? When they greet you, do you always welcome them in?
Taming the muse
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